Make a new decision, and do better Hypnosis Bootcamp next time.Some things will take longer, but each time you get a little bit closer, a little more determined, a little clearer about how you really want to be or live and what kind of person you want to be in the world.You grow into your own being, you learn to trust yourself, and the more you begin to really love yourself the more respectfully you will treat yourself.
You have to become your own best friend, and it's much easier if you give yourself a break. Learn and learn again until you get it, but don't beat yourself up ever again. Doing that is insane, if you think about it.If all this sound very difficult for you, I'll share a technique that helped me to get clear with my past.For me it had to do with my need to know why I didn't remember everything in my childhood, and I was a bit obsessed by needing to know why; but now I know it's a blessing that I don't remember everything.
Obviously I had a reason for memories to be repressed, and I no longer need to know. I don't care anymore.This technique was very helpful to me so that I could let go.I suggest that you set a day and place where you can be alone, where no one can disturb you, and start to write the story of your life.Write it in third person. When I wrote it I began like this: "Maria was born in Sweden by such and such parents.She was very much wanted and her mother has told her that when Maria was born, the doctors told her that Maria might become a piano player because she has such long fingers...." and so on.Write until you feel you are empty.